Can't help but to entertain these thoughts.
Pen down, or whatever it is.
Take a photograph, journal it down,
for life is a miracle and is to be remembered.
In this spark of existence,
influential it surely is.
So remembering from now on, wouldn't be that bad.
Christmas and new year is approaching,
the holidays started off pretty productive.
It slowed down after my Dad came back from Abu Dhabi for a visit.
Perhaps it's due to me planning for Christmas.
Speaking of which, kinda nervous.
It's time to show what the new generation of teenagers can do.
And not much actually haha!
Been having a lot of nightmares recently,
probably due to me not attending Amplify or going to mass.
I need God in my life that's for sure.
My mind is telling me this.
Awaken would have been perfect for me.
I want what they have, I need it.
Although, I can never picture myself in the Awaken camp.
A religious retreat that allows people of wavering faith to encounter the grace of God.
I just can't see myself, dancing, singing, experiencing out of this world events.
Every sense of my body tells me that it's all a trickery or self-belief.
Why not tear down this wall of skepticism.
Why not now.
A sigh of relief after every nightmare.
Woken up at least twice per night.
Sometimes I'm frightened to sleep.
Wonder what's wrong.
Keep believing and praying,
things will work out.
After all, I have everything.
Bur.
Now we both have separate lives and lovers,
insignificantly enough we both have significant others.
Labels: Day late friend
* Yours Truly Wilbur * ---- Thursday, December 22, 2011 1:18 AM
